tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34611310500011239062023-06-20T21:59:43.953-07:00Letters-from-my-Darker-SideIllyriahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08091339584005789091noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3461131050001123906.post-67501393328519120772009-07-10T09:20:00.000-07:002009-07-10T09:27:30.016-07:00Ein Stern trägt deinen Namen<div>Ich bin allein</div><div>umringt von Menschen</div><div>die wissen wollen, wohin ich gehe</div><div>dabei weiss ich noch nciht einmal, woher ich komme</div><div><br /></div><div>in keinem Herzen auf dieser Welt könnte ich noch Zuflucht finden</div><div>ich sprach die Wahrheit</div><div>und habe gelogen</div><div>ich habe vergessen zu atmen</div><div>und dann vergessen, dass ich es vergessen hab</div><div><br /></div><div>ich habe geschrien</div><div>als die ganze Welt zu schweigen schien</div><div>du gabst mir eine Antwort</div><div>bevor ich den Mut aufbringen konnte, die Frage zu stellen</div><div><br /></div><div>ich habe gelacht</div><div>die ganze Nacht</div><div>ich habe gelacht und gehofft, das niemand meine Tränen sieht</div><div><br /></div><div>ich verschwende deine Zeit</div><div>jede Sekunde</div><div>doch du hörst mir zu</div><div><br /></div><div>sie haben es genossen</div><div>als ich am Bpden lag</div><div>ich habe gelitten</div><div>als sie mir wieder aufhalfen</div><div><br /></div><div>ich hoffe zu vergessen</div><div>wenn ich mich daran erinnere, dass es einen Stern am Himmel gibt,</div><div>der deinen Namen trägt</div><div>ein Stern trägt deinen Namen</div><div><br /></div><div>und er heisst...</div><div><br /></div><div>17.02.2000</div><div><br /></div>Illyriahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08091339584005789091noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3461131050001123906.post-86031461363773697802009-07-10T09:12:00.000-07:002009-07-10T09:20:32.138-07:00Overmemory´s blurry<div>sometimes I can´t remember</div><div>what we did</div><div>what we said</div><div>and when I get sad like this</div><div>I can´t feel you anymore</div><div><br /></div><div>running</div><div>keep on running</div><div>almost there</div><div>and I am running</div><div>to nowhere</div><div><br /></div><div>but when it´s over</div><div>when everything is said and done</div><div>when truth has turned the living lies</div><div>and your voice breaks through the silence</div><div>I wanna be near to you</div><div>only you</div><div>for the very last time</div><div><br /></div><div>heart´s sleeping</div><div>sometimes I can´t breathe</div><div>for what we did</div><div>for what we said</div><div>has got us nowhere in the end</div><div>and I can´t feel you anymore</div><div><br /></div><div>hiding</div><div>keep on hiding</div><div>almost gone</div><div>and I am hiding</div><div>til I fade</div><div><br /></div><div>and when it´s over</div><div>when I´m done</div><div>I wanna be next to you</div><div>only you</div><div><br /></div><div>to feel you</div><div>my only love</div><div>one last time</div><div>when it´s over</div><div>in the end</div><div><br /></div><div>14.09.2004</div>Illyriahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08091339584005789091noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3461131050001123906.post-23546137739726300192009-06-21T10:22:00.000-07:002009-06-21T10:57:55.122-07:00Der Schmetterlingich fing ihn ein<div>eines morgens in meinem garten</div><div>nie mehr loslassen wollt ich ihn</div><div><br /></div><div>doch einzugehn drohte er</div><div>in meiner hand</div><div>in dunkelheit</div><div>traurigkeit umschloss mein herz</div><div><br /></div><div>so ließ ich ihn fort</div><div>doch gehn wollt er nicht</div><div>im reigen klaren lichts</div><div>erschien er mir</div><div>schöner als jedes andre tier</div><div><br /></div><div>seine flügel wogen im wind</div><div>er sah zu mir auf</div><div>ein lächeln geschwind</div><div>er flog davon</div><div>in meinem herzen bewahrt</div><div><br /></div><div>so blieb er mir</div><div>dies wundervolle tier</div><div><br /></div><div>so wie ich ihn fing</div><div>mein allerschönster schmetterling</div><div><br /></div><div>24.06.1999</div>Illyriahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08091339584005789091noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3461131050001123906.post-87236205779104022982009-06-21T08:52:00.000-07:002009-06-21T09:51:03.427-07:00Hello to anyone or no oneThis is something that I thought I would never do.<div>Letting my innermost thoughts go and write them down in such a public place.</div><div>Anyone who wishes to read this is welcome, if nobody wants to read it I ´m fine with it because it´s just another test of courage in my life to stand.</div><div><br /></div><div>I don´t claim to be good or better than anyone else. THESE are just my words...and these words want to be said...</div><div><br /></div><div>Blog entries will be in GERMAN and ENGLISH!</div><div><br /></div><div>Illyriah</div>Illyriahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08091339584005789091noreply@blogger.com0